26 Dec

Walls

Walls Only the flames of hell are eternal. but it hurt so much I was certain, it wouldn’t end. I didn’t suffocate, though I found it hard to breath I felt identical shades of pain, but the scars are fertenal. past my tears I invisioned you, though It was hard to see A spontaneous...
26 Dec

Holding on . . . (to let go)

I reminisce of our first moment When our eyes first met When our lungs inhaled the same air First moments. . . How momentary they seem to have been Moments that now hang in the museum of our failed endeavour   I sit deep in the night Busking in the silence of my thoughts...
25 Dec

Blue Nights

Words failing at every stroke of my handI pen letters that make no sense of thoughtsSense of belonging is a destination not in my compassI struggle to encompass the patterns of my brainAs the waves deepen with the silence You were the poetry calmed my demons as they yelled in my headThe soothing harmony...
23 Dec

Thoughts At 03:00 a.m

Thoughts At 03:00am Part 1 03:00 – You’ve done it again, you’ve kept me up by thought again. Sigh 03:01 – Tonight, I admit it, I might be insane. This time it was your wrist band, I came across it behind my night stand. It’s yellow, still coated with forensic traces of the scent...
25 Nov

Words . . . left unsaid

You never said you loved me I can’t imagine saying I love you Is it your fault that you were only taught to run through hurdles Instead of getting over them? You grew with a single mother, friends? You never held to them It’s no wonder why you drown in selfishness Because your gills...
25 Nov

Him

It all felt reclusive as I went through the whirlwind of nostalgia, I lost all my self-control, & nirvana became foreign to my being. His jersey, His scent plunged me back into a sphere of mementos, of how we used flicker just to keep this love burning. My heart feels heavy when I’m reminded...