Walls

Only the flames of hell are eternal.
but it hurt so much I was certain, it wouldn’t end.
I didn’t suffocate, though I found it hard to breath
I felt identical shades of pain, but the scars are fertenal.

past my tears
I invisioned you,
though It was hard to see

A spontaneous boost of energy
rushed through me
rippling in clusters from my core
I became a lost soul
my heart wished it knew me

I gazed, upon my reflection
baffled by the image before my eyes
flashes of flash backs flashed back
of how I clung on to your lies
I decided to disponge my soul of tyranny
to unchain myself from the shackles that binded my imprisoned soul in your confinement.

So
I left it all
there
dripping.. skriddling down the concrete.
I left it, I left you
standing on more than just two feet

my pulse shifted, to my dusters,
pain fret channels in my cheeks,
My heart, beat in my throat
my pulmonary trachea, seized the path
for oxygen to rekindle the glowing splinter in my streams

My thoracic heartbeat, beat me back to you. .
It beated lullabies
in black harmonies
Echoes of your memory called on to me from distant symphonies,
but I heard you clearly

I grapled the cracks you left in my antique soul
grasped the mark you left
The ever fixed mark you left
when you left.

I crumbled haunting images from my eyelids.
Angered, by the figments that seized to be faint.. by paradoxical pleasures.
angered, that the devil kept his promise
that my demons would invite more

I reached into my soul
& i ripped out more evil that carnival could know.
I pulled out more zombies than the thriller scene.
I pulled out the ashes that lit aflame in my chest.
I pulled out everything.
But you

I summoned you
from the core of my soul
I summoned you from the scars, wounds.
& maneuvered you
Avaunt my heart to my fists
I pushed you from my thoughts to my shoulders.
I jagged you back to reform my balance

I hurled you into my strength
My elbows drove back into the air
from my center of gravity I cannon shot you
through the atmosphere.
you hung for dear life at the edges of my knuckles
& I crashed you!
into the concrete wall

I forced you out of me
I forced you away from my being
extracting you from the mines of my golden heart
grinding you away, piece by piece

The wolves howled and
I slammed you once more!!
screaming plaintiffly in saddened joy crying helplessly as I let you go.
yet you remained.

I drilled the rest of you in
leaving nothing of my hands
leaving nothing but blood.
adding on to the scars I’m letting go off

I sighed, amazed in regretful relief
I left you hanging
mounted on the walls.

In Neptune’s salt wash I sank afloat
because after i beat you down
it was still I that bleeded
but this time
it was I who healed