Is this it?

I can hear death knocking on my door
Is this the end?
Darkness surrounds me
Is my life about to flash before eyes?
It flew by like a bullet train
And all my efforts went down the drain
What should’ve been a fruitful life
Ended up being a waste of a life time

I don’t fit in
I live in the world where if you are not the same
You are considered weird
Left to wander in loneliness
Worldly standards have me feeling inferior
Like i don’t belong
Maybe I should end this life
And look forward to my next one
?: darkprincevil