I miss love
I miss spending my days in a haze, thinking about you,
I miss fading my consciousness from attention, daydreaming about you
I miss the feeling of you missing me
The nights with just music or shots with the stars.

I miss the mess we built
the mess you scattered in my mind, the cluster of thoughts that had me running back and forth as I wrote cheat notes to your heart, finding a new way every time.. hoping you’d follow me.
Where a mere moment of kissing, could turn into an eternity

I miss us
the secret we couldn’t keep.
and
the kisses, how you plucked kisses from roots that grow upon my lips.

The hide-outs, couch we in the music of the night.
and
The highs, the stars became an arms reach away.

I miss
The walks about, tiptoeing in to a bond of trust
scripts, scribbed in promises of a promised day, promises of ‘I Vow’

I miss
The treatments, of infatuated majesty.
and
times, times spent into memories, memories that shan’t waste away to the pages of history

And expression
In a language only understood by two

I want out
of the misery in loneliness
Disrupt this comfort I’ve carved in solitude.
I want in
to a bubble of bifurcated companionship
I want to cradle myself in the warmth of your soul.
I want to freeze the hands of time, so I can make love to your mind and not your body instead.
I want to plummet into a sea of maudlin madness

I want to seek you, in the depths of my own soul, in the heights of my own mind .. In the center of my own heart. Only to find that you, the most beautiful thing, is right under my nose.. like a sweet smelling rose

I want love, one more time