You made your way back into my life and the temporary pleasures of seeing you naked kept everything afloat
thinking that if I were to fall into you one last time, drown in your scent and your sweat my lungs may never be put to use you see
but will I ever make peace with this
happiness that just seems to be infatuated with fleeting?
How do I rid myself of these memories that tend to accompany my smile?
The incision that comes with having you tangled with my thoughts and the pain have become unbearable, but you even care?

You’ve dangled forever before my eyes so how are you so callous in the way you love me?
The whirlwind, the events that led to this
with no clear start or finish I’ve forgotten what it is I’ve missed
the ache that comes with remembering your love, do you even care?
Why do I feel so much for you?
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Why is it that you don’t feel as much for me? you found home in my heart, but never fail to cause it pain, why don’t you care?