I felt something die inside of me
Feelings are slowly becoming a thing of the past
Fighting a war to keep myself human
I thought the emptiness would be filled
But only darkness occupies space

I prayed to God but he never answers my prayers
Beginning to question if he really exists
My will to live is slowly dying
And only loneliness is felt
They say talking about it will help
But how can it, if I don’t know how to share my feelings

Self pain is my only action
Because suicide is not an option
Well it can be if the suffering is to be ended
If I become selfish,
But is it selfish to take away my own life?
Is it selfish to end my suffering on this earth?
Is it selfish to take away a loved one from the family?

Living seems to be useless
All I want is to be left alone
My future seems bleak with no light at the end of the tunnel
It seems like the end is near

?:chaoscake